Thursday, September 21, 2006

Disbanded but Still My Fav.


This album retails at $42.95 @ HMV but I got it for free! Yay! This is an awesome album. A really great follow up to their superb debut album 'The Lost Riots'.

They've since split up.

:(

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

A Reply For You By Me

Dear Jeremy,

How have you been doin since Friday's drama? I see that you are taking things quite seriously at work. You throw tantrums at Medusa at times but nevertheless not overboard. You were just so straight with your words I feel being that direct or agressive isn't too healthy. Why don't you self-reflect on yourself and not let emotions and feelings succumb you? You're a man. Do what a man gotta do. Go find a new gal! Don't let her ruined your already pathetic life.

I know sometimes when a special gal comes along you'd get butterflies in ur stomach and automatically loose appetite even though you're so damn hungry. But hey, look at yourself! It's torturing u know?! Carry on like that, you'll be skin and bones I tell you. So the best solution is to go and get laid. I mean if it gets desperate, pay for it la! Everybody needs to have abit a pleasure every now and then what rite...somemore you're such a bloody horny fella. Haha. Or go wank la! Oh ya ah...u told me wanking will only make u look haggard. Hmm... eh fuck you la! Can u jolly well explain to me how will that ever happend?

I think you need help, really. You even told me today that you were on the verge of sending her a text message! WTF! Pls don't do that! You don't even know what's happening on the other side. Wait for her to contact you first then see how ok? Then ah when she contact you, err...go meet her! Make her be open to you and say everything. Don't play hide and seek anymore, ok? But I tell you la, she's not worth it. I think you're just a passer-by. Just so sway that you were the fella that came along. Aiyah you...wrong place, wrong time man. But what to do? It just had to happend. As they say, shit happens loh. But hey...everything happens for a reason rite? Haha. Macham like the show LOST. :P

Maybe this whole melodrama shit will make you stronger in your views about having a relationship? Maybe God has a fantastic movie script that hasn't climax? Or maybe, just maybe you're destined to be gay. I dunno. Just speculating arh! Dun scream at me. But aiyah...if you're gay, I tink more gals will fall for you than guys! Look at you! Haha...just maintain the person you are. You're a cool guy. A cool gal will come, naturally. Sumpa.

Actually being single has its goods and bads la. No need to explain to you rite. Tink you jolly well know. Being single for so long already..How long is it? 4-5 years? Wah seh...you ah...how can u tahan for so long? Hmm...i guess it's time for me to give you one last piece of advise.

Cheer up! :)

Love,
oh.novacaine

Monday, September 04, 2006

I Love Asian Novels!

I just love reading asian novels by asian writers! Just bought this from kino. Another good read is Nirpal Singh's 'Tourism'. I reckon this is the 6th Asian book i've read this year. Among others like 'Shanghai Baby', 'Marrying Buddha', 'In the Misou Soup' etc...

I'm sucha reading guru.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

I lost a friend...

AS the chorus of Cake's song goes,"Friend is just a four-letter word." What exactly is this four-letter word? For me, I think it's called LOVE.

I've recently lost a friend in the most terrible circumstances...

She (0350am,Saturday 2-9-06): .....N btw, wrz d kiss u promised? :P

At ard 5am, i got a call from her boyfriend. It was by far the worst phone call I'll ever received. And probably the last I'll ever hear her voice.

Have you lost a friend before? It just happened to me. 48 hrs ago. I couldn't believe it.

Many Friday nites were special nites. Just the 2 of us chilling out, with good red wine and conversations. Knowing she'd already had a boyfriend, we'd still stay up till the wee hours of the morning. We'd only have less than 4hrs of sleep and I'd hear her voice again from her morning call, waking me up for work. Those 3 Friday nites we had together were memorable, if not, just awesomely splendid.

If this goes on, we'd probably be in a relationship. But I knew there was a barrier I have to cross. A barrier, in fact, I will never attempt to cross. I'm not a bastard to break apart your relationship. To put in layman's term, I ain't goin to be labelled a 'third-party'. I'm just with you for good close company. But in my heart, I knew I stand a chance. It wasn't my intention to let your relationship with him turn sour. It was probably my intention to captivate you when i'm in your presence. And tt's not wrong... 'Cos I know that you know you'll have better years ahead when you're with me. Maybe you'd also have the same barrier to cross. Nvrtheless, you were an incredible company, and I to you.

It'll take time for me to look forward to Friday nites being without you. But as they say, life has to go on. With or without you, we'd still be in each other's heart. Goodbye, friend. Till I hear from you.... @muah!@